Failure.

If I recall correctly, I have used this title before. Double Failure. Anyways, as I sat on my bed ready to do some AP review before I fall to sleep I was thinking, I DIDN’T UPDATE!? Is it too late? I turned off my computer. I am a lazy person you know but then I thought how would my devoted readers feel if they found out that I would rather spend quality time with Lucinda than update my blog. So, I forced myself to disengage from the Age of Discovery and come here and write. Oh joy. The Age of Discovery. Anyone want to sum it up in a few words for me? Lucinda is here to help. =)

Anyways, testing today was pretty lame. Savinar called in sick this morning and we had a sub.
That was strange because I was ready to just debate to her about how I got a 50/100 on my poetry thing. I am just ready to argue that. Come on. I tried hard. I just have no creativity but I did go home and write it I just don’t know art and I felt as everything I wrote was just trash so I enlisted help in class. I could go on along time about my poem but I will save it for tomorrow. *turns off rant button*

Oh wow, for the people who read my blog. Savinar came and checked it out and she saw something on it that I had to take off. So she is letting go on my blog in the middle of class take it off! LOL. Thats sick. Now I am typing my blog out. Yay. Back to class?

Oh joy. I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings. Do you?
I was indulging myself inside this book because I finished the life sciences section of the test extremely early. CST means you have alot of time to do homework you need to catch up on.


Yes. CST also means extra sleep for the people taking it and the people who don’t have to take it.

Going on with the day, we had short classes. What was the point though. I’d rather just test both days straight and not have class at all than to have it three days of testing. I don’t know right now a staff member would show up at my door and correct me for my opinions but I guess not. We have like a new test or something we had to do. Oh fun! More time to do sleep, do homework, and hang out. We had AP Euro today. We got back the practice tests. I failed. Oh my Baby Jesus. I am pissed. I just got owned on the multiple choice and the essays pwned me. If I got a 5 on the DBQ which Burrell did not grade yet than I passed by about 10 or so points and would of gotten a 3 but no. I failed. I failed by getting 32ish correct after the subtracting of my poorly answered questions. I should of left more blank. I guessed on too many to be considered a smart person. Then, I got a 3/9 on one essay and a 1/9 on the essay that was complete bullshit. I don’t know. I think that essay should have been a 0 though. It was sketchy but the person who sat next to me wrote one sentence and ended up with a 1/9 on the essay. WTF. Um. Oh yeah. Harold Hall is the most annoying nerd you will ever see in your life. He does not stop bothering me in AP Euro. Just ask Aarron he is like a bitch to me too and I try my hardest to ignore him and not do anything dumb like punch him in the face so his glasses could break. I was near close to doing it today because I was so pissed that I failed and he said OH LET ME SEE YOUR ESSAYS and I said no and he grabbed the paper anyways. Then, he took my calculator when I was turned around talking Aaron. Calm down is all I think to myself. I am really close to punching him in the face one day which something that I would really regret in the future. Suspension is something that I would not like to do. If I did something, I wouldn’t verbally say anything I would just go in for the punch. I would fucking pwn him. Oh man, I just remembered that Savinar reads this blog.
Oh well, that is my personal opinion on this subject and don’t take my words seriously. I am just some pissed off emo kid. Jesus. Lol. I changed the original text to make it less intense. Hah. In the supposed presence of a teacher I mellow down my blog. Not good. I should be expressing my true opinions right?

Well, since I failed the practice AP Euro exam, It really opened my eyes on how lost I am at
AP Euro. I was so angry that I just wanted to go home and become a guru that just studies AP Euro. all day until I know everything like the back of my hand. If I fail, I can’t think of anything. I would be….angry. So to prevent myself from failing, I have been and going to study like a crazy….bish. Lucinda I am coming for you!

Seriously Cliffs, thank God for you. I have been studying with Lucinda and it has opened my eyes to a ton of stuff in AP Euro. Sadly, I figured out what a Protestant was today. They PROTESTED the actions for the church. Isn’t that pathetic that I didn’t know that. Yeah, I am lost as Weston was the time we went into the Guadalupe Creek at 8:00 at night. That was scary. We were gunna get jumped and that wouldn’t have been a pretty sight.

So, since I was so pissed off that I failed, I did the gayest thing ever and made this:

Encouragement? Sure. When I start to get distracted, I look at this. I want to pass more than the sun misses the moon. Bonus points to whoever can guess where I took the line “more than the sun misses the moon” Here to make it easier I’ll write the whole real line. “***** I miss you more than the sun misses the moon” or something among those lines. Last clue, It is from a Nickelodeon. Yeah, this gayass white board might
inspire me to bust my ass for the AP test. It has been working. Hey, I have to do whatever I can to pass the AP Euro Test. I don’t want to waste a whole year of High School and also ninty-five bucks. *sigh* I want to pass.

Yeah, so thats all the pictures I have today. Muling and I challenged people on the Badminton team today. It is both for pratice, to see how good we are, and mabye if we will be interested in going to League Finals together as a Boys Doubles team. How gay but we are pretty good. We just suck at communicating. We almost beat the other team 13-15 we lost. Sounds like yesterday when we lost. 13-15 15-13 13-15 That was the score. Yeah that was dissapointing. We are so bad at communicating that I tripped over Muling
getting a shot and ended up falling into another court. Oh well, a little more pratice and we
will be pro. No doubt about that.

Anyways, I need to wrap up today’s entry. I am pretty tired and yesterday’s entry is still not done. I was just writing pass entries last entry and I couldn’t take time to do it. I felt just to write this entry. Pretty cool. Umm…I need to sleep now. More CST testing tomorrow. Oh Yippee!

-Kevin

~ by episodically on April 30, 2008.

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