You know what I just noticed? Lol, first let me say this is going to be a more emo blog. Maybe I will throw in a few haha funny jokes to the depressionness but I don’t think so. So. Oh, I could throw in some thought provoking stuff…lol.
I just realized as I was doing my homework every single week I always tell myself don’t worry get through this week and next week will be easier. WRONG. Last week was really bad due to SATs but I told myself ok get through this week and next week will be party time. COMPLETELY WRONG. I am just jammed with homework this week and I have two projects due. My partner was gone for the Spanish project today and today was one of the most important days on working on this. Lol. F- Yeah, I always tell myself next week will be better, its usually not. Why not? Why do things just keep coming up left and right. D: Once I am college this will all be different. LOL. That is like the same as saying next week will be better. Haha! Fail. Ok, life will never get better? See now that is just depressing. Just kidding. Next week will be better. At least I do not feel all depressed this week. Just frustrated….just frustrated…
Get ready to rant. In 3,2,1……
Yeah, so APUSH we have a project where we have to like act like we are in the 1916 election and tell why our candidate should be the winner. Fun, right? WRONG. Ok, seriously, our group I do not even understand. Clearly the most important part of this project is the brochure. It even says make the brochure have enough information to fit a three page paper. YEAH, UMM…Guess what. Everyone left me to do the brochure practically. Kevin has not been here and everyone is like doing their own thing. I’ve been trying to ask for help but people just go chill during our time. SHIT. It is so frustrating. I don’t want to say ok I am not going to do this anymore because I know someone is going to get pissed but we are NOT GETTING ANYTHING DONE. WTF. This is just stupid. Sure you have your speech to do, sure you have your drawing to do, BUT LETS JUST SCREW OVER THE MOST IMPORTANT PART. Shit, some people in our group just talk during that period right now. I mean I do talk but today I was like getting dirt on the other candidates. AND I just stayed up until practically now doing the rough draft of the brochure. I spent a lot of time on this and I did a ton of research. I flipped the pages in my APUSH book so much that the pages got crinkled I am so tired that you can CLEARLY see the bags under my eyes. Usually you can just like see it there but it is not clear. Right now they are REALLY CLEAR. I need help and…I don’t know. WATCH some bitch is going to write down that I did the least amount of work. WHICH IS 100% BULLSHIT. Fuck, if someone really does write that, you do not know how angry I would be. That would definatly not be a measure of how much work I did but an unfair bias. I JUST KNOW IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. I hate people. OH YEAH, Watch we are going to get the brochure grade back and it is going to be hella low and people are all going to blame it on me. If that happens…fuck I don’t even know how to say it. I am going to fucking snap like a twig on the floor of a camping site filled with little children. MEANING IT WILL BE EASY FOR ME TO SNAP. Oh and in that situation the twig snaps really loudly like the child was trying to be sneaky but it just didn’t work. WATCH. I KNOW someone is going to bitch at me. AND I AM FUCKING READY. Bring it. No, I don’t hate you Michelle, you have been doing work in our group. Priorities people.
I need to fix these bags under my eyes. I’m out. Hopefully tomorrow will be better LOLOL!
-Kevin
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